Himari thinks that obviously her feelings for Keita and the
memories she had together with him increases, but their time together is
getting shorter. Holding tight her new shark strap, Himari tells herself to absolutely
not lose it again. And, they go to the next place. Himari sees a Ferris Wheel
and wants to ride it. Himari is puzzled when Keita seems reluctant to ride it and
even asks if they are really going to ride it. In the Ferris Wheel, Keita looks
unwell that Himari realizes that he isn’t good in riding it or maybe, of high
places. She is delighted to find his weakness. Keita is irked that Himari is
somewhat giggling. She denies that she is laughing but rather, she is just
happy to find out that he isn’t good at riding this kind of thing. She
apologizes for making him accompany her. He denies it. Looking at grumpy Keita,
Himari thinks that obviously he can honestly tell her. She suddenly goes to the
window and exclaims that they can see Mouse Paradise [theme park] from here.
She urges him to look. Her sudden movement is making the carriage sway. He
shouts for her not to suddenly move for it is swaying.
To his shock, she tells him that it is alright that she can
even stand. She happily thinks that this is payback for he always teased her
before. Keita shouts for her not to sway it. Irked, he mutters for her to stop
while she’s ahead. Himari is surprised when he hugs her to him. While blushing
Himari is sitting on his lap, Keita tells her not to look down on him. She
denies it but he hugs her tight and says that just now, he is in a super bad
mood and if she wants him to change his mood to become better then, bring it up
with an approach. She nervously asks what he wants her to do. He tells her that
it is so simple, like taking the initiative to kiss him. He starts saying that
it is also okay if she couldn’t do it, but relatively, he will always have a
bad mood for the rest of the date. Himari is flustered for it wasn’t easy for
her to discover his weak point. Himari finally agrees and tells him to close
his eyes. He peeks with one eye that she scolds him about it. In the end, he
agrees. He closes his eyes and wonders why he suddenly feels nervous. She holds
his shoulder and tells him not to move. He says okay, okay. And, she kisses his
right cheek.
Keita complains that it isn’t on the lips, quit kidding around.
Himari says that just now, it is gave it her all. Keita sighs and says forget
it. He leans to her and gives her a kiss on the lips. After breaking it up, she
wonders if this will be the last one. Then, he kisses her again. She thinks
that up to this point, it is the warmest yet saddest kiss. Himari felt like
crying that she turns to say that they have already passed the topmost part.
Slightly flustered Keita suggests that they take a picture together. Holding
her close to him, Keita takes a picture of them together on his phone. While
they look at picture, Himari thinks that obviously, it ought to be very fun and
very happy, and even if this moment will pass like this, the picture of them
together will always be smiling. Later on, they are walking by a wooded area. Himari
thinks that today will soon end so the time she can stay at his side is also decreasing.
She likes him so much that he fills her mind. He looks at her and asks what it
is, is she tired. She didn’t reply.
She continues to wonder if she is really going to give it up
and would her feelings can be eliminated like this. He tells her that they are
going to ride that next. She exclaims that it is a water bus and it is the same
as their excursion before [during elementary]. He looks away and says, she can
say that. Himari is excited for this is the first time she rode on it since
then but she didn’t imagine that the wind to be quite strong for the water bus
is so fast. Keita lamely says ya. Watching happy Himari, Keita tells her that
at this last [date], he wants to properly talk with her about the reason why he
brought her here and also the issue about his mother later on. She repeats the
reason why he brought her here. He says yes and didn’t he mention it when they’ve
arrive at the park. She recalls about him wanting to start again for this is
the place where she told him the first time that she ‘hates him the most’. He
tells her that at that time, he is still too young so he wasn’t aware that he
already really cares about her. Flashback: After laughing at her, young Keita
is flustered when Himari kept on crying. End flashback.
While Himari stares at him, Keita admitting that liking her
took him a long time. He tells her that from that day, everything in his heart
had quietly started from this place. He says that he specially chose this place
today is because he wants to erase everything that has started on that day. Himari
looks stunned over the word ‘everything’. He tells her that actually, from the
start until lately, he felt that as long as only the two of them thinks that it
is okay then everything else doesn’t matter. They don’t have any blood relation
so fundamentally, there is no problem. ..but, he had thought about her mother
whom his father re-married and how meticulous she is with him. He wondered
whether or not, this will worry her, will it be like before when she will be
informed by other people about this and that.. He tells Himari that she
obviously already understood and accepted these but because of his own
feelings, he got everyone involved. After he thought about these things, he simply
cannot imagine that he had the heart to destroy Himari’s valuable ‘family’.
Keita admits that he cannot immediately do it, treat it as
if nothing had happened between them, and even if it is very hard but he thinks
that maybe if he leaves the house and stay at his mother’s, he can slowly
forget these feelings. Himari looks surprised and flustered. She agrees with
him and says that their parents might be lonely but perhaps, this is the best
way. Soon, they are riding the train back. After the train announcement, Himari
thinks that it will be their stop next. Himari puts on a smile and tells him
that she had fun today. She thanks him for inviting her. She recaps over her
horror of losing the lovers’ strap but when they went back to the station, they
found it and also, she got another new matching strap. She gushes that it is a
super good memory. She stops over that and tightly holds on his hand. Keita
asks her why she suddenly stopped talking. He tells her not to have that kind
of expression because if she goes home with that, her mother will become
worried. Forcing a smile, she asks what expression, isn’t it the same as
before.
The train arrives at their station. Holding her hand
tightly, Keita says that when they go down the train, they will become family. He
adds that even if it is so late when he was aware of his feelings, but he truly
liked her. The door opens. He lets go of her hand and walks out. Flustered
Himari tries to call out to him but stops herself for this is something they’ve
decided together. She wondered why Keita is the son of the one whom her mother
re-married. Why it feels so sad, and hurts so much to just like him. Keita
slightly looks flustered but kept on walking. And, Himari starts crying and
hoping that time will quickly pass for she wants to quickly accept this fact. Soon,
while having dinner together, Keiko says that in the end, it is quite lonely
without Keita around. Himari looks sad at Keita’s empty seat. Later on, she
goes to his room. She thinks that it is like what Keita said, he only took the
barest essential things and left.
Comment: And
finally, Keita left the house. That was dragged on for a long time. Well, this
date also seems to have dragged on. ^^; There is really a lot of focus on the ‘last
date’, ‘last time together’, etc but as I’ve mentioned before, it doesn’t seem
the last to me so I’m not quite moved by the scenes and the dialogue. ^^; Well,
even if Himari found out his weakness, she is still years behind in trying to
bully him because he easily turned the tables on her. ^^;; So, it seems that
they are going to ‘kill their feelings’ for each other and of course, we know
that isn’t going to happen. Maybe this is a case of ‘let go temporarily, and we
will be together again later on if we are meant to be’. And, well, their
separation is pretty much based on assumption that their parents will not
approve of the relationship and will cause trouble to Keiko. ^^; That issue
will probably be saved later on. And, they might laugh over their troubles if
it turns out that their parents are understanding and approve of the
relationship. ^^;; And, as this issue continues, the title of the series really
has no relationship to the story. The ‘beast’ isn’t really a ‘beast’..or
rather, she seems to have already tamed it. And, he isn’t even a ‘boyfriend’.
^^;;; Scans by all★wink汉化组
Quote of the day:
To decide is to walk facing forward with nary a crick in your neck from looking back at the crossroads. ~ Betsy Cañas Garmon
I cried during reading your summary. It wrecked my heart! Poor both of them. Step-siblings be damned! :( They will get back together in later chapters! I know they will! <3 Tika
ReplyDeleteYou did..I'm glad that it moved you ^^ It makes me happy that the mangaka's intent has been conveyed in my summary ^^
DeleteYup, Tika they definitely will ^^
Pffft.
ReplyDeleteI hope Keita gets a girlfriend, a schoolmate, and that means Himari will see them together. I really hope. She really pisses me off.
Hehe..megaworthit..
DeleteYa, and she'll probably think, it's okay, this is our decision..I'll also find one, too. Then..hm..probably realize they don't feel that kind of love as they did with each other..break up..and end up together again. And, the parents approve of the relationship..the end?
For me, I really hope something not cliche happens. ^^
Kat, her romantic thoughts are pointless, almost hypocrital. Actually, pretty pointless. Her initial reason was family unity. Is she stupid ? Hasn't she even realized yet that she just broke a family , keita's and his dad's ? and she doesn't even feel guilty about it. That house is keita's and his dad's , she and her mother are the newcomers. She just let him leave his home. that's his home, not hers, nor her mother's.
DeleteWell, I know my thoughts are unreasonable, but if she really loves keita very much, it can still be solved so easily. Sheesh, she hasn't even tried talking to her mother.
Hm..very good point, megaworthit. But then, doesn't it also mean that Keita is stupid not to mention that and agreed with her? =P And, he also easily gave 'his father' up. In this case, I think it is a plot flaw on the mangaka's part.
DeleteThough, we would generally assume that she meant her mother and his father as the 'family unit' since that is what's left and she's fine with it. ^^;
I agree with not talking about it with her mother and assumes that she objects to it based on how she reacted with the neighbors. Oh well..I guess it only meant that the mangaka plans to drag this issue on and on...